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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
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heyy all i have been really bored lately every one that reads my live journal should im me some time at ffkimari10 or ffceles6<---yahoo. I'd write more but i have cold hands.
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Hey everyone i have moved to a new house again i know in the past year i moved too much but i think this is the final one for a while myu new screen name is xvxravensdogxvx@aol.com
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Today i only have to work for 3 hours ..For now... I swear to god if i get mandated i will shot myself because i have to work on my benchmark for astronomy and i dont feel like working on it at 10 at night on a sunday...I will tell them i am leaving if i dont leave at 5...Becky is going to be taking my place today sooooo i should be able to leave...If they make me stay i will say this is my turn then to stay and i swear to god i better not stay friday then because thats my D and D night... God i need a new job for i hate this one..Then everyone is saying that i wont get my vacation time...That is bullshit because i put it in 3 months before we are leaving soo if they dont have the coverage i cant go and thats when i say ok then i will only for 2 days a week for now on BITCH..I fucking hate my boss she is a stupid Cunt that her life revolves around her job and says anyone's life should revolve their job... Ok now that i have yelled at the computer my weekend has gone pretty good for the fact i gave up a whole weekend of fun to work... I was only suppose to work for 3 hours yesterday but this other cunt was abusing a resident and got suspended soo guess who has to work....ME...ARggg i will write later
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I just heared this awesome evanescence remix of my immortal and i say it is awesome...It is really technoie and had a cool beat... I am tired of going to school...I reallly dont feel like doing my homework anymore and alll that happy horse shit...I need to at least get my english done for i need to go in tomorrow so i might ass well get most of it ddone now sooo i can get most of it offf my back...I have to go to a meating at work tomorrow and I dont wanna go because they will most likely ask me to say and i dont wana...at am kinda wasting a whole lot of time just siting here listening to CSI and music...I cant wait to go to the beach and miami just for the fact it will be fun....
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Hey all I am at eryn's grandmother's house and we are having fun... We just ate dinner and it was pretty good... We might go hang out with Chuck today and it will be better than sitting around all day... I am sitting here typing this before eryn gets back sooo she doesnt kick me off the computer...Last night me and eryn went out for a while it was fun for the little time we were out... I dont wanna go back to school tomorrow i am getting tired of it and i hate everyone there... I wanna get a new pair of shoes today sooo hopefully we can goo sooon it i can get a pair..ok i gtg eryn is getting me offfffffff
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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| Subject: | Hiya |
| Time: | 11:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  crazy. | | Music: | Anything for you (Evanescence). |
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I finally over with work for two days...i now have two days off...I got the money for my beach house this summer because my tax check came back...$434...I had a good day at work and now i am eating noddles on my computer desk...tomorrow my journal is getting a new make over ..cant wait this is old and cool but i need to update...Nothing really is going on i just trying to write in my journal more often... I might go to my brothers for a few then come home and sleep...Now tomorrow i am going to wear my Umbrella shirt ( best shirt i got ) and jeans...I am just trying to think of things to write about...
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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| Subject: | Relax |
| Time: | 10:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  relaxed. | | Music: | Evanscence Haunted. |
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today i got off work and had no homework to do...I am on a five day stretch but i will complain now until payday....It has been going ok i am doing pretty good in school and nothing is really happening...I am doing reallly bad in micro but i can bring it up easily with a couple of laps...I have been working a pretty good schedule but nothing else has been happing...Me eryn and amber are alll going to the beach this summer and i cant wait to go...I have trying to make a d and d quest for me and derek but i am not into writing and i get into tv too easily (dame CSI) soo tonight i maight lay down and write one...In my brothers new quest i am an elven ranger...I am pretty good but i hate some of his friends (danny mostly)...Colt (lauren's brother) isnt soo bad anymore... I can stand him more now than i usuallly can,but there is something about him that makes me hate him...
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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Hey I havent been doing much lately but i had to run some of my dad's stuff to the aromory today..They told me that they will make sure he gets it...Its kinda sad with out him here...I went to Mindy's friends Sam's house yesterday..WE watched the movie 13 going on 30..For it being such a girlie looking movie it is kinda funny..Sam, MIndy and I tried to do the Thriller dance, but didnt do very well...I actually did my home work yesterday and I even typed it up and guess what happens...I can't get my printer to work...So i had to take a half hour to write it all up on computer paper...I found the best game in the world right now...Resident Evil 4, it is the best one yet and it is amazing...I started a new game two days ago and i am doing amazing...I already beat the agent ada mode...I got the CHicago type writer... I got my report card on friday and did pretty good...nothing under 80... I am going to go now i hope to type later if i can think of anything...
***CHRIS***
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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| Subject: | OMG |
| Time: | 8:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. | | Music: | Scars of life. |
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i left school today around 1st period today... The finals are today tooo soo hopefully i can get some work done before this work virus gets worse...i am taking off tomorrow to rest...I have been dry heaving all freakin day......I just got some good news... it seems sassy just had her puppies...They are all brown for now.....
***Chris***
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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it is 11:04 on my clock and i am still awake... i have 4 rs so far but i have to get up for work by 5am (6-2).. tomorrow is new years eve and then my b-day... i will be 18 years of age be be n my own(not really still living at my parents)... I went out to eat today and it was nice.. i forgot my salad at eryn's house and now i am hungrey... I dont feel like going to work, but if i call off i will be hated at work forever... Damn i am bored... I need to get some sleep but i am not tired i havent gotten to ix up my journal yet sooo ..... I think i am going to wait for my mom to get home before going to bed... I saw th emovie garden state last night and it was good.. I am going to have to buy it payday afteri make my car bill... I have no idea how much i still own on that thing.. I thought it was going to take 10 months to pay off but it is a lot more than that... I have no idea what i want for my b-day but i know it wont be the best b-day ever... I think my mom was going to throw a surprize party for me but who would show up my 3 friends and my 2 person family... Last time i had a party my brother invite all of his friends and they all got high in his room (Happy Fucking Birthday)... I think that is when i turn 16 i am not sure... i need to start staying home or my friends need to come over i dont know why but i think i need to spend more time with my family because my dad is going away in 24 days and i never get to see my mom any more... I cant wait to get out of school... I am hoping to go to LPN school and the go on from there... I need to take my SATs again because of my super low score... I think i did bad because i didnt skip any questions on it hahahahah
***Chris***
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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hELLO...its me again...i am back to writing my feeling in this world wide journal to let everyone know how it is going, but nobody ever reads my journal sooo basically talking to myself... okay sooooooo my parents r getting a divorce and this one i am happy about so it is for the best... I was suppose to go to the mall with eryn and them but i have decide not to because of the money factor... I am going through a time where my ex step mother is taking alll of our money and now we are poor again <(^*^)>... I am working now and trying not to ask for money but how can i when i have a car payment and going through christmas time i am broke... I didnt get anything i asked for , but i am not going there for thesoul fact i dont with my parent actually listen to me... All i wanted was a cheap cd player for my car and that was it, but no i get stupid orange county choppers shirt (they wll be bedtime shirts.. I only watched the show like three times.. I think my father bought they for me because he liked them not me... Back to the main subject, trying to ask for money from my dad is like pulling teeth, like when my mom wants somethinghe will run and get it, but when i ask he avoids me (fucker).... He is really geting on my nerves... In some way i am happy he is going away for the soul fact he doesnt care about me, only my brother (who isnt even his).. When he wants something he will run and get that too.. ARg... people are pissing me off i need to change my backround on my LJ so when eryn gets home i need her to do that...
***Chris***
And the final fantasy character of the day is
***MOG***
they are in about every final fantasy there is so have fun....
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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i have to confess i havent been the best person in the world but y do people lay there problems on me... i try and try to keep things in order but there comes a time when things get out of hand and people stress me out so far to the point where i cant stand being alive so i tried to take it.. I tried the cutting but i could cut deep enough and i tried and tried if anyone was woundering the cuts on my left hand and nothing worked bu i trued something else.... i asked skotty how long it takes to overdose hoping no one would find me and i could just die so i consumed 14 pills in about 45 seconds ... no one new i did it soo it was going all to plan... i started thinking of people i cared about my mom eryn and other friends like mindy( even though i dont know her that well doesnt mean she cant be a friend )... i love all thoughs people in there own way at that moment i knew i couldn't die then skotty started talking abbout how if i wasnt his friend he would have told me to leave when he fell asleep... at that moment i knew he was a true friend ...i think god at that moment made me puke and take those pills out of my body i was soo thankful i took the pain and the puking knowing it was my own fault i took out all my piercings because of it and i dont feel bad about it any more but i wish people would start noticing me more often like i got rready to go to a party but no one noticed i was ready and then right before they left they were like u wanna come i did nt feel like going then becuase if they couldnt see that i was ready to go why would they notice i was there i wish people would notice me more... i stopped cutting and everything so i am better now but i am still woundering if it will ever happen again well i am off see u later...
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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Well i wasnt at school today and eryn wasnt at it too... i didnt get to sleep till 9 am and well i came to eryns at 3... Well the little virgin boy that every one knows me by is now coming out of his shell... As many of you know i know have my nipples pierced and i have it about a year and now i have my tongue done and i dont really to show it off but i love it it feels really cool in my mouth....i am thinking of getting the ole cock pierced but that will have to be a while for now... I also need to thank a so i will list them now
1.) lucy lu- for being soo hot
2.)avril lav- another hot one
3.) eryn s. - good friend
4.) mindy w.- all of the above lol
5.) Nora- good friend
i also am going to astronomy club tomorrow only if mindy is going sooo lets hope for it
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Monday, January 12th, 2004
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Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Who is your real desire? I mean really how well can u really know a person I mean what so you do to get to know a person better. in the dreams of some people you seem to see the ones you end up wanting to love but in real life you see a mild friend stairing at you thinking of no feelings what so ever. Or what if the person has no idea who you really are.. What ever you do you cant get the person's attension but you try and try but nothing will ever change.It doesnt even have to be love maybe just a friend ship. Some one like me doesnt have to strength to talk to anyone i get scared to say hi to people at my lunch table jesus christ how low can i go well any info anyone can give. Give
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003
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Well today went pretty well... I stayed the weekend at my mother's house derek and them stayed at my house on Friday... On Friday I went to the football game and then went home... It was supposed to be me eryn and zack but then it turn out to be dave and lynn to no problem... Then we barely saw zack and then after the game everyone went somewhere ( i think kings and then somewhere else and had fun) when 2 of the three original people went home and were semi bored but that pisses me off I want to do things to... I maybe some kid people think that doesnt talk and i sit around and do nothing ... Well this year I am going to make that change... Like on saturday I am going to a party at kevins house and 'hopefully melissa hangs out with me and we have fun and then I hope when i go home I have more fun with other people... Then I am going to meet more peolpe like talk to people i dont know like Lauren's sister and I have been talking a lot and stuff and I want to ask her out but every time I want to I choak... I have vo-tech on friday but no school thank goodness and I kinda like votech and stuff I have fun with the ladies hahahahaha... Classes this year are a little harder than usual But i still will do good... I am trying to do all my home work at home but i am slacking but i plan to try to do more at home and I dont leave myself with tons of home work to do in the morning and stuff so i amd going to do good.. All i have to do is a wrk sheet and couple of problems on that and stuff and like 3 problems of math... hahahaha I am going to try to ask chelse out tomorrow and I hoop she says yes I am prasying that she says yes because i dont to look like a dumb ass i front of the school...
The Final Fantasy Characyer of the Day Is
*****Irvine*****
Hot cowboy of FF8 he is the sniper to kille edea and fails to do some he later falls in love with selphie
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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Today was ones of the worst days of school ever...I did some of my homework in class but that wasn't the worst part... I hate the bus and everyone was annoying as hell... Some Mike kid was being a cock sucker but that is about it... I have no idea why i write in my journal... Like no one ever reads it but i guess i write in it to see if anyone will... For some odd reason all i thought about today was sex... I have no idea why it just happened that way... I might hang oout with eryn and derek on saturday if the call me at my moms and see if we r going to the movies but if they dont i will go with chelsie...
On the different note have you ever felt like u have been placed out of everything... Not just the kids at school but with ur friends too... Like you dont know if ur still friends or ur hanging on for dear life or stuff like that...Or like u like something but they dont know but the wont even invite u to see... I know i should just go over but should they be able to ask to... Have u ever felt like thinking about ur life and woundering and knowing if it is even worth to live anymore... I knowhat some of u r going to think hahaha that is just a cry for help... You know what it isnt ok it isnt every day i come out and say this stuff i dont need help i usual provide it... I just wounder things when i am alone and i never say anything about it... Can u be friends with someone u ave nothing in common with or y do i get made fun of and stuff like that... I was made fun of the other day by my brother friend and it was a little joke i know but i took it way out of line... I have been made fun of the last 4 years and it coming from someone like that hurts alot... I go to school scared not for grades not for classes but for the people... Is it even worth going through all these years of torcher and thinking they'll get it one day and stuff like that but who says that the making fun of is going to stop there like in college or what happens I dont even go to college will i big a big druggie like my brother or will i try to support myself like my father... Will i be able to keep my friends i have now and stuff like that if i lose the friends i have now i will probably be alone forever being one of those men or women that live with their parents until they die... Basically what i am saying is life worth to live... If i was put on earth why did god have to pick me or anyone that is made fun of be made fun of... Is there even a reason i am being made fun of... I know i am not the only one to think this but i also know this is out of the blue and stuff but this is stuff i have to get off my chest and if someone reads this or if anyone reads this they will probably leave a bad note... Back to the story like are we made fun of to be toys of suicide or we made to see if we are strong enough to like through that power... I only have a few things i stay alive on earth for ( Final Fantas, the Snyder family and my mother )... They are the things that balance my life out and if one of those slips i am going down with it...
The Final Fantasy Character of the Day is
Yuna
A girl who is willing to give her life to the planet to help the people... She is on a journey to get the final aeon and on her journey she discovers trues and lies on Spira... She is the main summonor of the game and a kick as one at that...She later falls in love with tidus and loses him but is that the end of her story
( X-2 )
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Monday, September 8th, 2003
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Hahahaha today was a great day I have no homework and i am staying at eryn's house watching lotr the 2 towers... Eryn is doing homework and i am typiing derek is fixing the shoes up...I plan to draw soon and maybe write...
The Final Fantasy Character of the Day
***Vivi***
hahahaha lazy
***Chris***
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Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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| Subject: | Man |
| Time: | 9:48 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | motherf*cker. |
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Hey everyone man am i tired... I know i was going to have ff character of the day but you know trhings happen and stufff so i willhave ff of the day i am on the computer hahaha... I went to my moms house for the weekend and it was pretty... Also on my comments it doesnt mean to say lefty it is supposed to say left but we cant figure out why its there... I have been a mood for ff music for some reason... My new screen name is ffrufus7.. I will have it for 45 days because of the dics or until my mom want to get rid of it... All i did this weekend was sit around and watch movies... Halloween is in 2 months and i was invited to a party at my bros eryn is invited... I really cant wait for it... I am told to ask laurens sister to come but u know i have the nervous thing going on and i will try to ask her... School is doing ok but everything is doing well... I have been doing all of my home work and stuff... I am supposed to write my father a letter but i will write it tomorrow... I really miss the old man... I can't wait to have him back... I got 2 cats on friday... ones name is Pastullio and the other is Pipee ( Peepee ) hahaha pipee is a girl and pas is a boy... We are giving away spike... I dont really want the bugger to go but what needs done has to be done... I dont know what ill do without him... Sassy was a bad dog today she ran off then a couple hours later so did spike... Man does my life suck... I aint go to complain about how people dont ask me to go places i know I dont make an effort so save the speeches for later... I am going to try to have a social life this year but i dont know I like being alone and having 1 or 2 friends and a couple of peole i can talk to ya know... I need a job ... I need somewhere i can go that i dont have to go far...
The Final Fantasy character of the day is
***Aeris (Aerith)***
A heart warming girl that loves Cloud... She later dies and becomes trap in a barrier the Sephiroth made... She is the last of her race The Ancients... She is also hunted by the groups the Turks and ever since she was born has been hunted by them... Before she dies she tells Cloud she wants to meet him ( you tell me I think she wants to do him to keep the race going ) hahaha...This is my favortie character of all time...
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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hello alll i am bored and nohting is going on i wll be on later if u wanna im me i am under Darkcooties420
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Today so far has been a pretty boring day...I am not doing much just sitting around i really should call Lou Ann and check in. My mom is getting a new place and that is pretty cool. I want to have room white and get one of those circle things and make black circle on the walls or do it all black and put those star things in it. I know it will get hot but u know. I left eryn's house around one and came back at six amd lynn was over here. I played this game one the palace which u pick a character and you fight other people and get on teams. Derek i playing animal crossing and i am just here on the computer.
THE FINAL FANTASY CHARACTER OF THE DAY IS
*****Shiva*****
Not being any of the main characters of a game but still has important part in some. She is one of the summons that have been there since they been using summonings. She is an ice women who in ffx can pack a pretty good punch. She like any other summoning changes their appearance every game.
***chris***
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bitchy.
always am.
full.
tired.
depressed.
cold.
content.
groggy.
okay.
lazy.
bored.