My Final Fantasy

NOthing

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 21:42:49 GMT

heyy all i have been really bored lately every one that reads my live journal should im me some time at ffkimari10 or ffceles6<---yahoo. I'd write more but i have cold hands.

Moved

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 12:27:38 GMT

Hey everyone i have moved to a new house again i know in the past year i moved too much but i think this is the final one for a while myu new screen name is xvxravensdogxvx@aol.com

Please please forgive me

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:56:24 GMT

Today i only have to work for 3 hours ..For now... I swear to god if i get mandated i will shot myself because i have to work on my benchmark for astronomy and i dont feel like working on it at 10 at night on a sunday...I will tell them i am leaving if i dont leave at 5...Becky is going to be taking my place today sooooo i should be able to leave...If they make me stay i will say this is my turn then to stay and i swear to god i better not stay friday then because thats my D and D night... God i need a new job for i hate this one..Then everyone is saying that i wont get my vacation time...That is bullshit because i put it in 3 months before we are leaving soo if they dont have the coverage i cant go and thats when i say ok then i will only for 2 days a week for now on BITCH..I fucking hate my boss she is a stupid Cunt that her life revolves around her job and says anyone's life should revolve their job... Ok now that i have yelled at the computer my weekend has gone pretty good for the fact i gave up a whole weekend of fun to work... I was only suppose to work for 3 hours yesterday but this other cunt was abusing a resident and got suspended soo guess who has to work....ME...ARggg i will write later

Can't Long to Forget it

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 03:44:34 GMT

I just heared this awesome evanescence remix of my immortal and i say it is awesome...It is really technoie and had a cool beat... I am tired of going to school...I reallly dont feel like doing my homework anymore and alll that happy horse shit...I need to at least get my english done for i need to go in tomorrow so i might ass well get most of it ddone now sooo i can get most of it offf my back...I have to go to a meating at work tomorrow and I dont wanna go because they will most likely ask me to say and i dont wana...at am kinda wasting a whole lot of time just siting here listening to CSI and music...I cant wait to go to the beach and miami just for the fact it will be fun....

Grandma's

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 20:20:54 GMT

Hey all I am at eryn's grandmother's house and we are having fun... We just ate dinner and it was pretty good... We might go hang out with Chuck today and it will be better than sitting around all day... I am sitting here typing this before eryn gets back sooo she doesnt kick me off the computer...Last night me and eryn went out for a while it was fun for the little time we were out... I dont wanna go back to school tomorrow i am getting tired of it and i hate everyone there... I wanna get a new pair of shoes today sooo hopefully we can goo sooon it i can get a pair..ok i gtg eryn is getting me offfffffff

Hiya

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:18:17 GMT

I finally over with work for two days...i now have two days off...I got the money for my beach house this summer because my tax check came back...$434...I had a good day at work and now i am eating noddles on my computer desk...tomorrow my journal is getting a new make over ..cant wait this is old and cool but i need to update...Nothing really is going on i just trying to write in my journal more often... I might go to my brothers for a few then come home and sleep...Now tomorrow i am going to wear my Umbrella shirt ( best shirt i got ) and jeans...I am just trying to think of things to write about...

Relax

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 03:53:09 GMT

today i got off work and had no homework to do...I am on a five day stretch but i will complain now until payday....It has been going ok i am doing pretty good in school and nothing is really happening...I am doing reallly bad in micro but i can bring it up easily with a couple of laps...I have been working a pretty good schedule but nothing else has been happing...Me eryn and amber are alll going to the beach this summer and i cant wait to go...I have trying to make a d and d quest for me and derek but i am not into writing and i get into tv too easily (dame CSI) soo tonight i maight lay down and write one...In my brothers new quest i am an elven ranger...I am pretty good but i hate some of his friends (danny mostly)...Colt (lauren's brother) isnt soo bad anymore... I can stand him more now than i usuallly can,but there is something about him that makes me hate him...

Tired and Worried

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 16:07:52 GMT

Hey I havent been doing much lately but i had to run some of my dad's stuff to the aromory today..They told me that they will make sure he gets it...Its kinda sad with out him here...I went to Mindy's friends Sam's house yesterday..WE watched the movie 13 going on 30..For it being such a girlie looking movie it is kinda funny..Sam, MIndy and I tried to do the Thriller dance, but didnt do very well...I actually did my home work yesterday and I even typed it up and guess what happens...I can't get my printer to work...So i had to take a half hour to write it all up on computer paper...I found the best game in the world right now...Resident Evil 4, it is the best one yet and it is amazing...I started a new game two days ago and i am doing amazing...I already beat the agent ada mode...I got the CHicago type writer... I got my report card on friday and did pretty good...nothing under 80... I am going to go now i hope to type later if i can think of anything...
***CHRIS***

OMG

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:51:28 GMT

i left school today around 1st period today... The finals are today tooo soo hopefully i can get some work done before this work virus gets worse...i am taking off tomorrow to rest...I have been dry heaving all freakin day......I just got some good news... it seems sassy just had her puppies...They are all brown for now.....

***Chris***

tired

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 04:16:36 GMT

it is 11:04 on my clock and i am still awake... i have 4 rs so far but i have to get up for work by 5am (6-2).. tomorrow is new years eve and then my b-day... i will be 18 years of age be be n my own(not really still living at my parents)... I went out to eat today and it was nice.. i forgot my salad at eryn's house and now i am hungrey... I dont feel like going to work, but if i call off i will be hated at work forever... Damn i am bored... I need to get some sleep but i am not tired i havent gotten to ix up my journal yet sooo ..... I think i am going to wait for my mom to get home before going to bed... I saw th emovie garden state last night and it was good.. I am going to have to buy it payday afteri make my car bill... I have no idea how much i still own on that thing.. I thought it was going to take 10 months to pay off but it is a lot more than that... I have no idea what i want for my b-day but i know it wont be the best b-day ever... I think my mom was going to throw a surprize party for me but who would show up my 3 friends and my 2 person family... Last time i had a party my brother invite all of his friends and they all got high in his room (Happy Fucking Birthday)... I think that is when i turn 16 i am not sure... i need to start staying home or my friends need to come over i dont know why but i think i need to spend more time with my family because my dad is going away in 24 days and i never get to see my mom any more... I cant wait to get out of school... I am hoping to go to LPN school and the go on from there... I need to take my SATs again because of my super low score... I think i did bad because i didnt skip any questions on it hahahahah

***Chris***

Family

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 19:46:34 GMT

hELLO...its me again...i am back to writing my feeling in this world wide journal to let everyone know how it is going, but nobody ever reads my journal sooo basically talking to myself... okay sooooooo my parents r getting a divorce and this one i am happy about so it is for the best... I was suppose to go to the mall with eryn and them but i have decide not to because of the money factor... I am going through a time where my ex step mother is taking alll of our money and now we are poor again <(^*^)>... I am working now and trying not to ask for money but how can i when i have a car payment and going through christmas time i am broke... I didnt get anything i asked for , but i am not going there for thesoul fact i dont with my parent actually listen to me... All i wanted was a cheap cd player for my car and that was it, but no i get stupid orange county choppers shirt (they wll be bedtime shirts.. I only watched the show like three times.. I think my father bought they for me because he liked them not me... Back to the main subject, trying to ask for money from my dad is like pulling teeth, like when my mom wants somethinghe will run and get it, but when i ask he avoids me (fucker).... He is really geting on my nerves... In some way i am happy he is going away for the soul fact he doesnt care about me, only my brother (who isnt even his).. When he wants something he will run and get that too.. ARg... people are pissing me off i need to change my backround on my LJ so when eryn gets home i need her to do that...
***Chris***

And the final fantasy character of the day is

***MOG***
they are in about every final fantasy there is so have fun....

sry for flipping

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 04:00:21 GMT

i have to confess i havent been the best person in the world but y do people lay there problems on me... i try and try to keep things in order but there comes a time when things get out of hand and people stress me out so far to the point where i cant stand being alive so i tried to take it.. I tried the cutting but i could cut deep enough and i tried and tried if anyone was woundering the cuts on my left hand and nothing worked bu i trued something else.... i asked skotty how long it takes to overdose hoping no one would find me and i could just die so i consumed 14 pills in about 45 seconds ... no one new i did it soo it was going all to plan... i started thinking of people i cared about my mom eryn and other friends like mindy( even though i dont know her that well doesnt mean she cant be a friend )... i love all thoughs people in there own way at that moment i knew i couldn't die then skotty started talking abbout how if i wasnt his friend he would have told me to leave when he fell asleep... at that moment i knew he was a true friend ...i think god at that moment made me puke and take those pills out of my body i was soo thankful i took the pain and the puking knowing it was my own fault i took out all my piercings because of it and i dont feel bad about it any more but i wish people would start noticing me more often like i got rready to go to a party but no one noticed i was ready and then right before they left they were like u wanna come i did nt feel like going then becuase if they couldnt see that i was ready to go why would they notice i was there i wish people would notice me more... i stopped cutting and everything so i am better now but i am still woundering if it will ever happen again well i am off see u later...

Tongue ( i think thats how u spell it)

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 23:58:27 GMT

Well i wasnt at school today and eryn wasnt at it too... i didnt get to sleep till 9 am and well i came to eryns at 3... Well the little virgin boy that every one knows me by is now coming out of his shell... As many of you know i know have my nipples pierced and i have it about a year and now i have my tongue done and i dont really to show it off but i love it it feels really cool in my mouth....i am thinking of getting the ole cock pierced but that will have to be a while for now... I also need to thank a so i will list them now

1.) lucy lu- for being soo hot

2.)avril lav- another hot one

3.) eryn s. - good friend

4.) mindy w.- all of the above lol

5.) Nora- good friend

i also am going to astronomy club tomorrow only if mindy is going sooo lets hope for it

Some How......

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 03:13:49 GMT

Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Who is your real desire? I mean really how well can u really know a person I mean what so you do to get to know a person better. in the dreams of some people you seem to see the ones you end up wanting to love but in real life you see a mild friend stairing at you thinking of no feelings what so ever. Or what if the person has no idea who you really are.. What ever you do you cant get the person's attension but you try and try but nothing will ever change.It doesnt even have to be love maybe just a friend ship. Some one like me doesnt have to strength to talk to anyone i get scared to say hi to people at my lunch table jesus christ how low can i go well any info anyone can give. Give

Other Day

Mon, 15 Sep 2003 02:08:26 GMT

Well today went pretty well... I stayed the weekend at my mother's house derek and them stayed at my house on Friday... On Friday I went to the football game and then went home... It was supposed to be me eryn and zack but then it turn out to be dave and lynn to no problem... Then we barely saw zack and then after the game everyone went somewhere ( i think kings and then somewhere else and had fun) when 2 of the three original people went home and were semi bored but that pisses me off I want to do things to... I maybe some kid people think that doesnt talk and i sit around and do nothing ... Well this year I am going to make that change... Like on saturday I am going to a party at kevins house and 'hopefully melissa hangs out with me and we have fun and then I hope when i go home I have more fun with other people... Then I am going to meet more peolpe like talk to people i dont know like Lauren's sister and I have been talking a lot and stuff and I want to ask her out but every time I want to I choak... I have vo-tech on friday but no school thank goodness and I kinda like votech and stuff I have fun with the ladies hahahahaha... Classes this year are a little harder than usual But i still will do good... I am trying to do all my home work at home but i am slacking but i plan to try to do more at home and I dont leave myself with tons of home work to do in the morning and stuff so i amd going to do good.. All i have to do is a wrk sheet and couple of problems on that and stuff and like 3 problems of math... hahahaha I am going to try to ask chelse out tomorrow and I hoop she says yes I am prasying that she says yes because i dont to look like a dumb ass i front of the school...

The Final Fantasy Characyer of the Day Is
*****Irvine*****
Hot cowboy of FF8 he is the sniper to kille edea and fails to do some he later falls in love with selphie

Sleepy

Fri, 12 Sep 2003 02:25:37 GMT

Today was ones of the worst days of school ever...I did some of my homework in class but that wasn't the worst part... I hate the bus and everyone was annoying as hell... Some Mike kid was being a cock sucker but that is about it... I have no idea why i write in my journal... Like no one ever reads it but i guess i write in it to see if anyone will... For some odd reason all i thought about today was sex... I have no idea why it just happened that way... I might hang oout with eryn and derek on saturday if the call me at my moms and see if we r going to the movies but if they dont i will go with chelsie...

On the different note have you ever felt like u have been placed out of everything... Not just the kids at school but with ur friends too... Like you dont know if ur still friends or ur hanging on for dear life or stuff like that...Or like u like something but they dont know but the wont even invite u to see... I know i should just go over but should they be able to ask to... Have u ever felt like thinking about ur life and woundering and knowing if it is even worth to live anymore... I knowhat some of u r going to think hahaha that is just a cry for help... You know what it isnt ok it isnt every day i come out and say this stuff i dont need help i usual provide it... I just wounder things when i am alone and i never say anything about it... Can u be friends with someone u ave nothing in common with or y do i get made fun of and stuff like that... I was made fun of the other day by my brother friend and it was a little joke i know but i took it way out of line... I have been made fun of the last 4 years and it coming from someone like that hurts alot... I go to school scared not for grades not for classes but for the people... Is it even worth going through all these years of torcher and thinking they'll get it one day and stuff like that but who says that the making fun of is going to stop there like in college or what happens I dont even go to college will i big a big druggie like my brother or will i try to support myself like my father... Will i be able to keep my friends i have now and stuff like that if i lose the friends i have now i will probably be alone forever being one of those men or women that live with their parents until they die... Basically what i am saying is life worth to live... If i was put on earth why did god have to pick me or anyone that is made fun of be made fun of... Is there even a reason i am being made fun of... I know i am not the only one to think this but i also know this is out of the blue and stuff but this is stuff i have to get off my chest and if someone reads this or if anyone reads this they will probably leave a bad note... Back to the story like are we made fun of to be toys of suicide or we made to see if we are strong enough to like through that power... I only have a few things i stay alive on earth for ( Final Fantas, the Snyder family and my mother )... They are the things that balance my life out and if one of those slips i am going down with it...

The Final Fantasy Character of the Day is
Yuna
A girl who is willing to give her life to the planet to help the people... She is on a journey to get the final aeon and on her journey she discovers trues and lies on Spira... She is the main summonor of the game and a kick as one at that...She later falls in love with tidus and loses him but is that the end of her story
( X-2 )

Pretty Good Day

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 00:36:21 GMT

Hahahaha today was a great day I have no homework and i am staying at eryn's house watching lotr the 2 towers... Eryn is doing homework and i am typiing derek is fixing the shoes up...I plan to draw soon and maybe write...

The Final Fantasy Character of the Day
***Vivi***

hahahaha lazy

***Chris***

Man

Mon, 08 Sep 2003 02:09:26 GMT

Hey everyone man am i tired... I know i was going to have ff character of the day but you know trhings happen and stufff so i willhave ff of the day i am on the computer hahaha... I went to my moms house for the weekend and it was pretty... Also on my comments it doesnt mean to say lefty it is supposed to say left but we cant figure out why its there... I have been a mood for ff music for some reason... My new screen name is ffrufus7.. I will have it for 45 days because of the dics or until my mom want to get rid of it... All i did this weekend was sit around and watch movies... Halloween is in 2 months and i was invited to a party at my bros eryn is invited... I really cant wait for it... I am told to ask laurens sister to come but u know i have the nervous thing going on and i will try to ask her... School is doing ok but everything is doing well... I have been doing all of my home work and stuff... I am supposed to write my father a letter but i will write it tomorrow... I really miss the old man... I can't wait to have him back... I got 2 cats on friday... ones name is Pastullio and the other is Pipee ( Peepee ) hahaha pipee is a girl and pas is a boy... We are giving away spike... I dont really want the bugger to go but what needs done has to be done... I dont know what ill do without him... Sassy was a bad dog today she ran off then a couple hours later so did spike... Man does my life suck... I aint go to complain about how people dont ask me to go places i know I dont make an effort so save the speeches for later... I am going to try to have a social life this year but i dont know I like being alone and having 1 or 2 friends and a couple of peole i can talk to ya know... I need a job ... I need somewhere i can go that i dont have to go far...

The Final Fantasy character of the day is
***Aeris (Aerith)***
A heart warming girl that loves Cloud... She later dies and becomes trap in a barrier the Sephiroth made... She is the last of her race The Ancients... She is also hunted by the groups the Turks and ever since she was born has been hunted by them... Before she dies she tells Cloud she wants to meet him ( you tell me I think she wants to do him to keep the race going ) hahaha...This is my favortie character of all time...

BORING

Mon, 11 Aug 2003 03:24:12 GMT

hello alll i am bored and nohting is going on i wll be on later if u wanna im me i am under Darkcooties420

ZzZz

Sun, 03 Aug 2003 23:39:11 GMT

Today so far has been a pretty boring day...I am not doing much just sitting around i really should call Lou Ann and check in. My mom is getting a new place and that is pretty cool. I want to have room white and get one of those circle things and make black circle on the walls or do it all black and put those star things in it. I know it will get hot but u know. I left eryn's house around one and came back at six amd lynn was over here. I played this game one the palace which u pick a character and you fight other people and get on teams. Derek i playing animal crossing and i am just here on the computer.

THE FINAL FANTASY CHARACTER OF THE DAY IS

*****Shiva*****
Not being any of the main characters of a game but still has important part in some. She is one of the summons that have been there since they been using summonings. She is an ice women who in ffx can pack a pretty good punch. She like any other summoning changes their appearance every game.

***chris***

WOW

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 22:55:35 GMT

Okay today was a pretty good day and I was invited to something...We went out to eat at the Hong Kong Buffet with Eryn Lynn and some of Lynn's friends... It was weird at first not knowing anyone but later it got cool...We went to the mall then and looked around at the stores... When leaving Lynn asked me to go with them to a friends house I would have if he would have asked again...Well I probably go if asked again...

THE FINAL FANTASY CHARACTER OF THE DAY

*****Kimari Ronso*****
Thisis another Wolf type creature but unlike Red He can walk... He doesn't Talk for about the first part of the game but later talks a little... He would give his life for Yuna... He was asked by Auron to talk Yuna to Baside... He took her there and was aboutto leave them Yuna asked him to stay... He is a little mean with Tidus at first but then gets used to him...He later tries to fight Seymore by himself and before he could the gang came to his side... He then after Tidas disappears He stays with Yuna ( Well until Final Fantasy 10-2 )...

today

Thu, 31 Jul 2003 17:02:53 GMT

today is going to be a great day... well not really .. we might go swimming tody around 1-2-3 in the morning... right now i am at eryn's dads house and eryn is sleeping derek is writing a D&D quest...i am a bard.. man i am tired i just got up and i got something to eat...I am also going to start a final fantasy characterof the day

TODAY THE FINAL FANTASY CHACATER OF THE DAY IS

*****REDXIII*****
He is the spiritual wolf/lion type creature. He thinks for a while that his mother died alone and his father abanded them. When coming back from being a creature of science he visited his home again cloud and the gang then learn that his real name is Naniki.. Also after fighting the Gi ghost tribe Red's grandfather tell him the real story about his dad... After beating sephiroth he later about 500 years later he has a family and is the last one on the team to live.

OK that is it for the day and hope to see ya all later

***chris***

Day 4

Thu, 19 Jun 2003 16:24:54 GMT

Wow today really sucked... All I did was go to summer school for gym and I'll tell you what it sucks... All the bone of my bidy are really sore...I talked to a lot of people... I had my bangs in silver today and I think it looks cool.. Some people thought it was white others thought it was blue... Then I heard people talking about my T-shirt (Squee) they were like Is it Squeel and stuff Like that... We wonn in Volley ball today and that is about it for my day so far later

***chris***

Summer school.

Tue, 17 Jun 2003 03:39:41 GMT

Today was a great day, Im not really writing for myself Im making Eryn write for me.

Summer school started today, and me and Eryn are in the same gym class. Right now I am watching Family Guy, and playing with myself. [That's right]

I played video games today, and I made a gigantic water balloon that was bigger than my head. It had to have weighed atleast 15 lbs. I blew up one that looked like a snake, which constricted Derek's neck and then exploded. I won the battle of the water balloons!

Bye.
***Chris***

Final Fantasy Count Down 20

Fri, 13 Jun 2003 20:28:40 GMT

Hello all my final Fantasy People How are everything today. Today I am going to have a Final Fantasy Count Down and You might not like what will be the out come but they will have their reason. So hope that your favorite character is high on the list...

20.)Irvine- He is low because he doesn't have a big part in the FF8 game. He should have left or put a bigger part in the game for him

19.)Rufus- He is another one who should have a better part but he should have died when him and Cloud fought

18.)Hojo- He like all the other people in FF serios should have had a bigger part. He did have a good part but it was to short. He was a pretty good fight in the Midgar Cannon.

17.)Tidus- Tidas did have a good part and I know what you are going to think main character so low but i have a reason. The only reason he is so low is that he doesn't really need to be the main character it needs to be Yuna

16.)Jenova- It doesnt have the greatest part but it does have good parts. The reason it is low is because how it kills Aeris in its Sephiroth form

15.)Selphie- She is too ditzzy and is also to happy. If they were going to put her in the game make her also have a bigger part

14.)Zack- He has no part but he is the original Cloud and that makes him able on the charts

13.)Weapon- are strong forces that are almost impossible to beat. They are in almost all the FF games but in FF7 makes them in the middle of the chart

12.)Scarlet- She also has no big part but she is the leader of the Weapon Part of shinra and can almost any weapon

11.)Barret-Heart loving father to a child to his best friend who was is dead and all he wants to do is save the Earth from the Company Shinra out of business

10.)Squall-A young man who likes to keep to himself. He has no love for any one till the end of FF8 expect of his sister (who is not really his sister) Until a young girl switches his mind to other things

9.)Yuna- A young warm heart girl who will do about anything to help the people out even give her own life. Even finding out she can't give her life she still tries to fight the evil monster Sin

8.)Kimari-A wolf like Character that wants to help Yuna out. He will give his life for Yuna only

7.)Cait Sith- A Stuff cat doll that is against cloud and them that is against Cloud and then later joins them to fight Sephirtoh

6.)RedXIII-another wolf or cat like creature that will help the world out. He is strong as his father Seto and as smart as his grandfather. He joins Cloud and the gang and later wants to leave but his grand father makes him stay.

5.)Seifer-A man that will do anything to be a knight to a witch. He hates Squall with heart a soul and will do anything to kill him. He is also loved by Rinoa early in the game

4.)Cid- an importnaat man who wants to be in the first man in space. He has a bad attitude and wants to kill Rufus for cutting the projects to the space program off

3.)Sephiroth-The main evil villan in FF7 He Hates Cloud and says he is an Ancient but later Aeris founds out that he is not one He says he is more superior to the Cetra

2.)Cloud- An Ex-Soldier that hates everyone in the beginning and early in the game becomes friends with everyone. He seeks revenge on Sephiroth and Get Revenge for what He does to Aeris. He later likes Tifa and deep in his heart still loves Aeris ( Oh Yeah love triangle)

1.)Aeris- A girl from the slums had everything expect an ordinary life . Her mother was kill when she was a child and she was left to be the only Ancient alive. Later she falls in love with Cloud and dies in the hands of Sephiroth (Jenova). She has a mysterious side to her which troubles some even the powerful Sephiroth

THE END ***CHRIS***